so I have this friend.. and we've been friends for over a year now and like he's a really cool guy!.. like I love him!.. but see sometimes I don't know were i stand with him !. . . we flirt one day and then the next hes cold with me then he'll be telling me i'm pretty and i have beautiful eyes and all this but then the next day he will be talking about this girl he really likes.. and I have a confession I am totally and completely in love with him.. with a capital L ... he doesn't know this.at least I don't think he does..we talk all day everyday.. we Skype, Facebook and text 24/7.. When I wake up in the morning the 1st thing I do is check my phone and there's always a text from him and it always makes me smile...I am actually talking too him on Facebook at this very minute... I love him so much,but I don't know if its as a friend or as more than a friend.. I think about him allot but hes not all I think about or anything!oh and did I forget too mention he made out with my cousin last Friday night?oh and he was in a long term relationship with my best friend..so yea.. but the thing is I haven't told anyone that I like him.. like my friends know were best friends and all but they don't know that I kinda maybe have feelings for him?should I tell someone? .. would it make a difference? or should I just ya know suffer in silence?its so confusing sometimes!At this stage I just want to be his friend and I want to be there for him,I want him too know he can tell me anything and that he can trust me. So I guess for now at least I'll just have too deal!...at least I'm his best friend and I'm fortunate enough to be able too call him my best friend <3
Yours truly
3rdgirl <3
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